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y'know, I would probably post here more if my journal wasn't so ugly.
I'm just too vain to express.
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[16 Aug 2009|01:37pm] |
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Every time I even think about school I feel like I'm going to throw up everywhere. I'm so fing scared, and I don't know why. I just haven't talked to people in 2 months, I've forgotten how to interact with strangers. I'm just too rude and grumpy to be social.
I have no one that I can tell about this either, because whenever I bring it up I feel like people just think that I'm selfish and spoiled. I am so lucky to be able to go to this school and not have to pay tuition, but it doesn't mean that I'm totally ready. I'm thankful for the opportunity, I just don't think I can do it.
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[04 Jul 2009|06:05am] |
It is 6:06 AM and I haven't even slept yet.
It has become quite usual for me to stay up all night, but I always have company. I just feel pathetic for not being able to sleep. I really have no reason, either, other than fear of alien abduction.
What am I supposed to do.
I really wish I had more friends a friend. I haven't been this lonely in a long time.
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[18 Jun 2009|12:18am] |
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I just want to write, write, write, but I'm not going to so that no one feels like they have to read it.
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[05 Jun 2009|10:07am] |
I forgot how depressing it will be after tomorrow.
fml.
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[20 May 2009|05:59pm] |
I hate these things
When people say "I could care less"
Ok, no, this phrase is fine- if you actually do care about something. The thing is, people who say this are usually trying to express their LACK of caring. If you could care less, that means that you care to some extent. Wrong.
A useful graph
"Irregardless" is also annoying. Maybe because it's not a word, and if it were, it would just mean "regardless." Stop saying it, you just sound even more dumb in your attempt to sound smart.
Lady Gaga
Does anyone know what she actually even looks like?
OH.
Tights with shorts
WEAR PANTS.
Girls that call themselves nerds if they like to read
If you talk about how much you love to read, you just make the intelligent people (more specifically, older male) that you're trying to impress think less of you. Then, you take the next step. You call yourself a nerd. Because you can read. If only you knew...
Not a girl nerd
Two girl nerds
Also not a girl nerd, just very stupid
Megan Fox
I can't even stand to post another picture of her. She is neither pretty or talented. She's also incredibly stupid. She recently told some magazine that she wanted to get a sleeve tattoo, and then proceeded to tell them that Ewan McGregor has one. False.
No close ups available. Lucky you!
When asked whether or not he does have the tattoo, somehow hidden entirely apparently, Ewan said, ""No. I have a tattoo ... but who's Megan Fox?". This is why I love him.
Stories about a loser guy who meets this totally awesome and rebellious chick who introduces him to freedom, sexuality, sin, and her hippie friends
I'll explain this one better. In this type of story, a teenage boy, usually at the ripe ol' age of 17, is used to a strict lifestyle that his loser parents shoved upon him. He's more often than not either very smart, artistic, or religious. Maybe all of the above. He then meets a girl who tells him to forget all rules (more often than not, anything about his beliefs, and apparently his smarts), and to embrace the artist inside. Said girl is usually the same age, and is required to have come from a broken family. I'm talkin' divorced parents, overloads of alcohol, some drugs let's say, and poverty. The worse the home, the better the story and contrast of characters.
Wrong. This story is boring and obnoxious. I don't like this character, he's weak, why do I want to hear about how weak he is all the time? If the roles were switched, with a girl changing everything about herself to a guy, I would just brush it off because girls do that all the time everyday. But geez. Guys need to step it up a notch. Plus, no bad girl would fall for that dork.
A graphic novel called "Blankets" that was almost utterly amazing. This book was so similar to that type of story, that I'm surprised I can like it at all. The ending was a shocker, the bad girl ditched him. Wow, didn't see that coming.
Adventureland pretty much followed that same plot line, with Kristen Stewart playing the bad ass hxcore chick. I'm not going to start. It will lead to Twilight, and I can't do that right now.
Dane Cook
Also known as the biggest douche bag on the planet.
This guy is ridiculous. He steals other comedian's jokes, and then screams them at the audience. Even when he steals really good jokes, he can't be funny. Plus, he's just a giant douche bag. His fans are second in line for the trophy.
Marvel Comics
Just you try to look at this and not laugh.
I don't even know why I hate Marvel Comics so much. Maybe I just like DC Comics too much, and I went a little far with that whole thing. But I really can't stand these guys. Their characters are either really boring, or really lame. I mean, a man who is part spider? Are you serious?
LOL!
The only Marvel series that I will accept is the X-Men, and really just the super old TV show. I'm not sure Shawn Ashmore can even sway my opinions on the new movies. Although he was in Smallville twice!
K bye Marvel! xoxo, DC
Later on in the series, Shawn's less popular but better brother, Aaron, showed up in Smallville!
Look at that qt Jimmy Olsen! May he R.I.P.
The moral of the story is that, no matter what, DC will always be better than those cheapskate copy-cats, Marvel.
The second moral is that twins sometimes look the same!
Surprise!
That is my miniature compilation of things that I hate. If I started to really go into depth, I would be murdered, because I have no doubt that the people that are never meant to see this journal will find it.
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[16 Apr 2009|10:26pm] |
Why the hell would I care if you heard me talking to my dad about how awful you are.
I've tried to say it to your face, and believe me, you need to hear it, but last time that happened you had a temper tantrum.
Grow up. You're not 4.
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[10 Apr 2009|12:33am] |
I want a boyfriend with flaws.
I would prefer him not to be a serious criminal, but I don't want him to be perfect.
That would be weird.
Just sayin'.
idk why it has been on my mind so much lately. idek.
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| February is... |
[03 Feb 2009|12:36am] |
NATIONAL IGNORE KATRIINA MONTH!!
alright! awesome! cool!
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[18 Jan 2009|07:55pm] |
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just so you know, you are the worst person i've ever met. you've ruined my life, and sent me to the edge.
i can't deal with you near me, and while everyone may see you as an innocent being, i see you for the disgusting creature that you are.
i feel no sympathy for you. you deserve every single bad thing that's happened to you, if only for the way that you treat me.
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[16 Jan 2009|01:16pm] |
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so here is my predicament-
i'm really sick with who knows what, and finals are in a week. how do i graduate high school?
ewan didn't graduate high school, but he's still sexy.
TBH, this whole journal is an excuse to post that picture.
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| that blast came from the death star... |
[21 Oct 2008|09:00pm] |
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that thing's operational!
From hence forth, any important entries in this blog will be set to "Friends Only". This also means that I will actually start to write in this blog.
It's only because I don't want anyone to read it except people that I know won't care. You can start assuming that I'm writing about you if you're just a lurker.
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[07 Feb 2008|11:15pm] |
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i realized that livejournal > nexopia. i've missed ljcuts. although i never use them.
SO THE POINT IS, updatin' time.
Things I Have To Worry About
1. i need 30 work hours and i have 3 weeks to get them. so far i have 8. taco del mar probably won't hire me. it's because of my face, no doubt.
2. i'm failing math 11, even though i told everyone that i wouldn't. why is it so difficult for me to TRY? JUST TRY. i mean, there is no try. there is do, and do not. why can't i just do it then?
3. all the socials that i have to catch up on. the provincial is at the end of the month, and i'm approximately 7 chapters behind. fail.
oh ok, so when i write a list and i see that there are only 3 major points, i actually feel less stressed. BUT WHERE THE EFF AM I SUPPOSED TO FIND A JOB? no one will hire some pathetic loser with no experience and give them billions of hours the first 3 weeks.
at least jo bought me a lightsaber today. and i finally got the star wars gangsta rap on my ipod. OH ALSO, i have an ipod.
so um, maybe i should get to work on the whole List of Death. but more likely than not, i will just go watch scrubs and FAIL some more.
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[17 Dec 2007|10:25pm] |
people need to understand that i can't deal with their bull. i am more stressed than i have ever been in my life, i'm becoming increasingly sad again, and this is the first christmas without my grandma.
i just hate everyone for being so blind, and i hate the specific few who choose to make this all worse.
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[11 Dec 2007|09:58pm] |
it just occurred to me that my lj is now only alive so that i can go on ontd.
DO NOT CARE ABOUT THE JOURNAL. SORRY.
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[06 Oct 2007|05:13pm] |
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so, i've definitely lost a friend. the same one that told me that they will be there no matter what, and who i believed.
i've lost endless amounts of friends, but this time it's different. and i'm not just saying that. i actually didn't think it was possible for this to happen.
she's just changed so much and doesn't have time for me and treats me as though i'm the scum on the bottom of her shoe.
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[15 Sep 2007|11:46pm] |
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i don't know. i've been feeling overwhelmingly lonely lately. i would have posted this on nexopia but then i realized that i don't want people from there knowing how much they've failed to be there for me. they should know though.
it's as though everyone of my friends have more important things now. they have their own cliques with each other and make me feel bad about myself, which is not allowed. or they just can't take a few hours to hang out, because their boyfriend is far too important.
i don't want to be like everyone else to fit in, i just wish that there was someone else like me. but there isn't. i'm going to say not anywhere.
oh, and the best part- i don't even have one person who i can talk to about it either.
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[10 Sep 2007|07:32pm] |
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i want a time traveling device. for many reasons.
1. i want to live history. theres just SO MUCH that has happened, and i want to go back and experience it. maybe not the really crappy parts. but some of it.
2. i want to see how different the future will be, even just in a few years. everything is happening so fast.
3. i just want to see how it would work. and i want to find out if any of the theories are correct.
i just cant pay attention to anything anymore! my mind just starts to wander.. towards the future and the past. i swear that i will fail the eleventh grade because of time travel. maybe by then i can go back and pass?
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[06 Sep 2007|10:01pm] |
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i mean COME ON, their mascot is "a half-wand, half-unicorn, half-giant squid, half-phoenix, half-dragon and he has a lobster claw, a hoof and a flux-capacitor".
A
FLUX
CAPACITOR.
how can i not love them forever and ever amen?
frick, i'm creepy.
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[05 Sep 2007|10:13pm] |
when my mom asked me if i want to go see someone because i'm socially awkward and sobbing non-stop, i had to say no. it was only because of cosmogirl. there was an article talking about how teenagers think it's cool to be sad, and how cuts are a way to show just how sad you are, and how going to therapy was now neat. so being the idiot i am, i had to start to think that i have to be happy, because i refuse to conform and be sad. but wtf? WHAT THE F? i can't help it. i just can't. but i know that if i "act" sad like the others do, i'll be like them, and that is the LAST thing that i want to be. i HATE people who act sad to get attention. and believe me, i've been around clinically depressed people, and attention whores long enough to know the difference. i'm not saying i'm clinically depressed, but i'm not an attention whore either.
i hate feeling this way, but the weather is already changing, and apparently my mood is as well. i hate S.A.D.
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